Sara remembers looking through her parent’s liquor cabinet at a young age. Or going to see what kind of cooking wine was in the cupboards. She didn’t understand it yet, but she was curious about alcohol and wanted to have a mind-altering experience. Even if she didn’t imbibe until years later, her grandmother would give her non-alcoholic beer and wine so she could feel like a grown-up. “I was a city child,” she says. “And that’s what the adults were having.” Fast forward 20 years and Sara had developed a pretty serious drinking problem, to the point where being either drunk or hungover became her norm. There was no in-between, except when she tried to cut back, which was more than once — but she’d fall back on old habits. Like most people in her shoes, she felt trapped and unsure of how to break the cycle. Through it all, she watched her friends and loved ones thrive. “I mean, I watched my sister get married. Anything I ever wanted for myself, I saw everyone around me getting,” she says. But Sara felt stuck, unable to move forward. Alcohol had kept her frozen in time. “I was living in the past,” she recalls. “I was too focused on when I’m going to get my next drink.” She doesn’t remember exactly what her breaking point was, but it came as the cloud of COVID-19 started to lift. “I couldn’t do it anymore,” she confesses. “I just knew that I didn’t feel like I was actually living. Or living the life I wanted to live.” She realized that all the things she wasn’t achieving could be tied to alcohol and decided that enough was enough. She needed help, and hopped on a plane to get it. First to Arizona, then to California, where she found refuge at Avalon Malibu, a world-renowned residential treatment center for mental health and addiction issues. As the message of recovery began to sink in, Sara discovered a new way to live. “Avalon changed my life,” she says.
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